Saturday, February 26, 2011

BUT WHY

what happened to me ?
I could not understand.26TH FEBRUARY was the busiest day.So many programmes at one time.Reunion at C I E ,Delhi University,the place where I learnt to know myself ,to believe in me ,to be what I am today .to laugh to cry ,to share to care.How can I miss the famous Basu Memorial lecture on this occasion I was waiting for.
MEETING with the members of Muslim Personal Law Board,the ladies who came from different corners of the Country,Kolkata,Hyderabad.Aligarh,Mumbai etc.My cell was ringing , I did not pick.Instead I sent sms "sorry ca'nt come."
but why ?
I had to put up the final list of selected students for admission before 5:00 pm, how can I be so irresponsible,I called for my office assistant and handed over the lists.
but why?
I started for the destination ,
On the way received a call that two children were found roaming in the lanes of shaheen bagh ,wearing school's T .shirts ,written HAMDARD PUBLIC SCHOOL.
A passer by brought them to the school.children were too small to tell their address and phone nos.
I rang to the guard to get the phone no and address from the office and call their parents.
but why?
why I was making so many arrangements to accomplish one task,
but was that a task?
I doubt.
There was a permanent conflict between mind and heart.
Should I go ,should I not?
I am a responsible post holder .First I have to settle down the things ?
"But........ by that time it will be too late."
My heart whispered......
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WHAT HAPPENED ??????????????
ULTIMATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WAIT TILL I REVEAL...............................



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