Sunday, January 23, 2011

My Angel----------

Dear Friends,

I read these beautiful lines and my eyes were full of tears.Really what a great creation is mother ! The word mother is synonym of true and unconditional love.I lost my angel when I was still young ,Now who will protect me,console me and hold me while falling.She is with God Almighty.May her soul rests in peace.



once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God: "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

God replied, "Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

"But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy."

"Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy."

"And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk?"

"Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

"Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."

"I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?"

"Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

"Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly:

"Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

"Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel: Mommy."



Saturday, January 15, 2011

"The mind is everything: what you think, you become."
Gautam Budhdha has rightly said this.Right now in my bed room ,thinking that I am in my mother's lap.Now I can feel the warmth and tender touch of my mother's fingers.Although she is far away from me .she is at such place that it is impossible to come . I think she is just with me ,dictating me what to write on my Blog.
I am a small baby wearing printed frock and insisting to go out to play .she had held my hands tightly so that I didn't go out in the sun .oh 'I am unable to release my hands. Its paining.
I am a bride and this is Rukhsati time .My mother is crying and I am watching silently.My pillows are wet.She is really weeping.
Now I am standing near her bed .She is on her last journey .unable to converse with any one.She is leaving us . I have severe ache in my chest.Something is breaking.Something is leaving from my heart making an open space for pain to reside.
What to do .Everything is blank and black.Nothing is visible.
The bell rings .I am back to my normal routine.
I AM A MOTHER.A WIFE.A TEACHER .A PREACHER , A SISTER,A TRAINER ..............I am every thing what I think.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

visit to Azeemabad /PATNA

The city of poets ,traditions and hospitality,Patna welcomed me whole heartedly on 24th December,2010.THERE WAS A CONFERENCE NAM ED 'SHAME - ILM"on 25th and 26th December. Thousands of ladies and men turned up to listen to their guests ,one from BOMBAY Mr Mubarak kapudi Saheb and another from Delhi,myself.The main focus was on the need of educational revolution in Muslim Community in both the speakers talks.The Education ,quality education,role of parents and society in bringing positive change through education etc were the main concerns.
I got the opportunity to visit two schools managed by minorities and have interaction with their teachers .It was very surprising to know that our friends are still following old methodology of rote memorization and rattafication.Less emphasis is paid to activity based learning and understanding the content.I conducted a workshop on "innovations in learning methodologies"The response from the teachers was very encouraging .They were keen to learn more and more.They brought forward their problems of lack of resources and non cooperation from the parents. The community can spend thousands and lakhs on small functions like,aqeeqa, khatna,bismillah,nashrah,birthday and many more, but can not spare money for educational learning materials.
Hundred years ago Sir Sayyad said that a man acquire all the qualities through education.Its true even for today.
Dear friends!
lets change our attitude toward education .lets give it the first priority.lets spend our money wisely .lets save money for our children's education.as a teacher lets learn new and innovative techniques of teaching .Lets enhance our qualifications and develop our talents.